/ Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Ah...todays my TP, i went to downstairs and meet my instructor to go circuit at 130pm, sigh but in the end he couldnt get any ticket, then i cant go to circuit. the clock ticked 345... im now in the "Practical Driving Test Waiting Room" ...zzz i was nervous like shit. there are more 1st timers than i expected. my instructor gave the person there my ic, insurance car test receipt bla bla, then he sorted it out. we had a lottery, each person was called up to draw for another.i was the last, so im aint drawing for anyone, i took test route 4. I dont know who the tester was. While waiting for calling by tester, i looked at the test route board. Erm... test route 4, after i look at the map of the route.. ah.. i still dun understand.. then my name got called, tester ask me to bring him to my car. As i reached, tmd i was so nervous to make any mistake.. and expected la..i made more mistakes. At the circuit was DISASTERRIFIC. i made soo many mistakes.. then came the rain..wth..suay siah.. i striked pole 2 times and strike kerb 3 times. i could not see the pole.. the rain water juz kept slipping down the back window. there came the slope, the hand brake was not pulled hard back, then how? there goes the car slipped down backwards. then, the directional change. hmm it was alright to me.. but DISASTERRIFIC to tester. neber check behind lah... minus marks loh.. then came vertical parking, keep buanging the pole and kerb.. took more than 3mins!!! so immediate failure. hurts. then the S-turn... the one i most scare...then turn out successfully. kaoz! -_-" and some other stupid mistakes in other stations lah...sianzz...
Out to the test route, tmd make mistake at the exit. wait too long..minus marks. then stupid rain make me hard to see.. very jialat lah..the red light suddenly appear then i stopped at the pesdestrain crossing! <-- Immediate failure. hurts. neber had chance to ebrake and u-turn(probably my test route dun have?)
After tat we returned to the office and tester explained to me wat my mistakes were...said im not confident enuff..bingo.. i was not confident enuff.
----Test Final Result----
80 demerit points, 2 immediate failures
i broke world record? lol
/Hopped!
9:44 pm
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雨中的紙鶴
男孩和女孩初戀的時候，男孩為女孩折了一千隻紙鶴，掛在女孩的房間裡。
男孩對女孩說，這一千隻紙鶴，代表我一千份心意。
那時候男孩和女孩分分秒秒都在感受著戀愛的甜蜜和幸福。後來女孩漸漸疏遠了男孩。
女孩結婚了，去了法國，去了無數次出現在她夢中的巴黎。女孩和男孩分手的時候，對男孩說，
我們都必須正視現實，婚姻對女人來說是第二次投胎，我必須抓牢一切機會，你太窮，
我難以想像我們結合在一起的日子……男孩在女孩去了法國後，賣過報紙，幹過臨時工，
做過小買賣，每一項工作他都努力去做。許多年過去了，在朋友們的幫助和他自己的努力下，
他終於有了自己的一家公司。他有錢了，可他心裡還是念念不忘女孩。有一天下著雨，
男孩從他的黑色奧迪車裡看到一對老人在前面慢慢地走。男孩認出那是女孩的父母，
於是男孩決定跟著他們。他要讓他們看看自己不但擁有了小車，還擁有了別墅和公司，
讓他們知道他不是窮光蛋，他是年輕的老闆。男孩一路開慢車跟著他們。雨不停地下著，
儘管這對老人打著傘，但還是被斜雨淋濕了。到了目的地，男孩呆了，這是一處公墓。
他看到了女孩，墓碑的瓷像中女孩正對著他甜甜地笑。而小小的墓旁，細細的鐵絲上掛著一串串的紙鶴，
在細雨 中顯得如此生動。女孩的父母告訴男孩，女孩沒有去巴黎，女孩患的是癌症，女孩去了天堂。
女孩希望男孩能出人頭地，能有一個溫暖的家，所以女孩才做出這樣的舉動。她說她了解男孩，
一定會成功的。女孩說如果有一天男孩到墓地看她，請無論如何帶上幾只紙鶴。
男孩跪下去，跪在女孩的墓前，淚流滿面。清明節的雨不知道停，把男孩淋了個透。
男孩想起了許多年前女孩純真的笑臉，男孩看的心就開始一滴滴往下淌血。
這對老人走出墓地的時候，看到男孩站在不遠處，奧迪的車門已經為老人打開。
汽車音響裡傳出了哀怨的歌聲，
『我的心，不後悔，反反復復都是為了你，千紙鶴，千份情，在風裡飛……』
/Hopped!
2:17 am
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Day i feel like banging my head / Tuesday, May 25, 2004
Sigh... came back from my 7am driving in the circuit...wat i can say is...buang.... i really dunno how tomolo...i really cannot pass the exam...really cant...no confidence...i keep striking the curb, hopeless....zzz driving is really not my cup of tea.. zzz
Sunday, May 23, 2004Days you are with me...but not forever...
Today woke up late... and went driving ..the outside road is still ok but the circuit i think im dead..no confidence of passing.. no talent in driving la...sigh... confusing days i had....
Do you know what is love with an expiry date? and when is the dead line...? dun wish to end, dun wish to leave.. really had no choice.. What i can do is to cherish time now, forcing to forget, to leave when time has come..
posted by VanCe StaR-Kni9hT at 9:44 AM
Saturday, May 15, 2004Day i feel im back to past..
Yoz! Today is monday, came back from my sec school fren gathering at pasir ris chalet... from friday to monday...3D2N! it was a fun one.. especially, one of my fren , benny, whos a joker and fun will arose when hes there. i brought my ps2 there and played several games... played Naruto where my fren Nigel, long wanted to tried it, haha expected, he liked it.. it was a great game ! Then we got bbq chicken wings and foods, while we recall back the old times we had during our sec school days... those disturbing and bullyings made by benny lol...of course la one of them is me...lol .. time really flies fast and its over liao... now came back not long from chalet, and haven sleep yet la...typing the blog...well i stop here ~
I grow dimmer and dimmer...
posted by VanCe StaR-Kni9hT at 7:43 PM
Monday, May 10, 2004Day i feel Happy -> Dulan -> Sad -> Restless
From friday onwards, im being sick...most prbably caught a cold, started from a sore throat...then my nose feels so irritating tat i felt like chopping it off...the water keep flowing out and sneezing... sooo torturing...when sick i hated most is flu coz the water keep coming out, sore throat coz cannot eat things and painful, headache coz everywhere cannot go cannot think, fever coz skin became painful..some time cold sometime hot..and...hmm did i mentioned all of them..? aiya infact all lah! lol ..
Today is monday and my illness is getting a lot better...went to school today, theres a lot lesser people, but theres also new people, ben's now in my lab..will be there for 3 weeks extension. My report's finishing... so glad.. but hope theres no amendment... but im sure i gave tommy bad impressions, he always see me play game lo, always see me din come school, or i late he also think i din come... even today also catch me play game. More worst, daniel liu caught me and zhesheng, both at the same time playing game, haha then wat? then ask us get out of lab lo. wanna go in copy things also cannot, but in the end still copied out, so tmd du lan. lol in the end juz go home lo...
Went to a nearby kopitiam with ben, tok tok a while then go home liao.Played a game called milko and finally completed it. finish time is 8 pm wor...the game is long man. Oh yea watched an anime recetly called. Kimi ga nozomu eien, a love story which became quite a sad ending...nice story too worth to watch...=) theres a charm tat they made it is....
Like the stars tat twinkle in the night sky, a melted heart will not be separated. Even if this hand is separated, as long as the two never forgets...
Youzo nani na matta ta kuyouni, toketta kokoro wa hatta renai. Tattou e kono tenga harane demo, futari wa surewo wasure no ga iru...
posted by VanCe StaR-Kni9hT at 6:08 AM
Monday, May 03, 2004Day i feel the days wif you are lesser ...day by day...
Today is Monday...monday blues....i stayed up late for my project..changing thins here and there....till going 10 pm i guess....reach home oredi late...play a little cronus and found out i oredi wasted so many useless points on useless skill....feel like restarting but also sian....dunno wat to do....then now im thinking of playing chaos legion ... tat game ah..fun but also hard ...
Friday is my presentation liao...also the end of my poly life....going to graduate soon...hmm dun say too early ...later i tio extend project :X
Im watching stars from my window... you are watching stars from your window.... different locations, different thoughts.... but glad tat its the same time, same sky.. and the same stars...
posted by VanCe StaR-Kni9hT at 10:00 AM
Sunday, April 25, 2004Day i feel you gone further...slowly...
Sunday~ today i went to Calvin's 21st birthda party...soo many people...lotsa fun man...house ver big ... and the cake also nice... mango a...haha. .. we had taken some photos too... played a little warcraft in his house while my frens played winning eleven 7 lol .... after that we kiwi,eddie,jin yuan,jin hui, kengyao went to linghui house to play naruto haha... some played pool and some play ps2... tat pool table cute sia ... so small lol... but i played ps2 coz got naruto! my fav! i only have some chance tat got people play with me...otherwise i alone at home wont play one ...one person soo boring... we played till quite late man...and kiwi,eddie and me took cab home..... on the way home one by one got down....left me last one...then i chit chat with the driver till home...then guess wat -_-" i not enuff money to pay...its 21.90...i only got 19 ...but heng man the uncle good say nvm ... babu liam keng ...or else troublesome liao ...reach home now 130 liao finished bathing...currently now typing this blog....^-^
Tomolo i will not be going to school again......not sick......me going CMPB for re checkup ...start at 1 pm... project phase ending soon....hope wont get a extend project... >.<
Juz like a star i am...stood high up in the sky for people to watch... shud i feel proud?...no.. can i say im hurt? becoz it juz like my loved one....brining her loved one to watched me... happily they are watching me... while painfully .... im watching them.....
posted by VanCe StaR-Kni9hT at 10:39 AM
Thursday, April 22, 2004Day i feel tat you are leaving me
Im now in school U.U feel sleepy reach school at 1 pm ...coz i overslept... left 2 weeks and my project phase ends.. dunno wat will i do...maybe find a job and get some money.... life is so lifeless... ming is so ming ku....
went learn driving a few days ago and got a lil hang of parking ...U.U finally... watched Naruto 79 and its so exciting... downloaded 80 and waiting to go home watch! 1 week one time its sooo slow... >.<
Im always shining for you...but do u know im there? I light up the darkness for u..but in return, i see your love for another in the brightness... its so torturing..
posted by VanCe StaR-Kni9hT at 11:06 PM
Saturday, April 10, 2004Day i missed you
Watched naruto 78! Gaara vs naruto ! wat an exciting match...! i juz love it >_< .
Friday's works was going planet paradigm to celebrate 2 of my brothers birthday! yea it was fun and there are so many people around. play until late night then go home...next day still gotta go school....wake so early..got a hangover and so dehydrated ! >.<
Saturday's works are.. playing chaos legion and went to learn drive car zzz my parking is soo damn lousy ... instructor shout until no saliva liao...hmm i juz couldnt coordinate....the steering wheel, the clutch the brake ! wah liew turn here turn there feel like pulling out tat steering wheel.. wat a toublesome thing to do when parking. -_-"
Is love is like a star? U can see but u cannot have it....
Tag your name on my star, let me light it up , forever remembered.
posted by VanCe StaR-Kni9hT at 10:26 AM
/Hopped!
9:34 am
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